Hey as i’m writing this my mind is like somewhere else, like i’m in my own world or something. Have u ever feel like this picture here?
As we get older the more responsiblities we have on are plate and at the same time we must face hard times that comes are way.
Some of us don’t want to deal with all that stress so we try to run away from are problems and in the end the problems are still there damn!!! Like biggie said more money more problems so u can’t say money will fix your problems cus look at T.I. or LiL Wayne gettin caught up with the law even though they have the fame and money. It’s already hard being a black man in america so we have to work extra hard to stay above water. I always say life is like playin chess u always have to think afew steps ahead of the game.
Alot of us as kids started out followin are parents when it comes to religion or politics, being democrats as alot of black people are. As i get older i start to experiance more things around me and start making my own decisions, but sometimes i question myself on what is right? or what is wrong? I’m not gonna lie since my parents were democrats i said i’m one, cus they were, but didn’t know much about the party. Now i’m independant i’m not democrat or republican because i feel they both have bad ideas and both have some good ones. What i’m tryin to say is i was confused on what i feel is right or wrong on these issues so i took astep back lookin outside the box hearing both sides. The problem with us as being black man we need to wake are minds up by educating areselves and doing research knowing the laws of what we can or can’t do. Stress and pain can kill a black man cus we act on alot of things before we stop and think about it first. Is it right for me to go kill a brotha cus he killed my cousin? Is it right to call a white man a cracker cus he call me a nigger? Because i’m black i have to be hardcore if a nigga step on my sneakers and shoot his ass? Why are alot of my people are brainwashed? like some black women nowadays don’t won’t me to respect them but treat them like hoes and that’s when they respect me. Ya’ll niggas hearing me? Like fareal where are the martin luther king’s of the new generation at? We need to start lookin outside the box and wake up, be aware what’s going on around us, cus if u think about it, we are animals in zoo being watched while we are in the cages acting stupid. Wake up my brothas and sista’s know there is away out if u feel like u confused, stuck in the hole and can’t climb out. Low self esteem kills my people cus they feel like they are nothing or have nowhere to go but end up in a coffin. Low self esteem kills my black women cus they not gettin that love they feel they deserve, catching aids and pass it through the black communties without a care in the world. Black man+stress=liquor store around the corner which in the black hoods they are on every corner. I’m rockin blue u rockin red bam i kill u cus u are not my color but at the end of the day we are the same color and bleed the same.
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hes in the whitehouse.. and thats a giant step forward..
also, i cant agree with the more money more problems. that is one of the biggest lies of all time. if thats the case then we should cut all welfare because giving the poor people money makes their lives worse.. right?… no, money makes your life easier no matter how you want to look at it. it just does.
look at ti and wayne.. thats cuz they decieded to roll around with unregistered guns… ask either of them if they would rather not have their money. if it makes there lives to bad, they can give it to me. ill take it off their hands.
that big ass block of words is causing STRESS on my eyes….couldn’t even read that shit…..
………..got zeb?
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It’s fucking hard when you make progress in life only for your best friend to get stabbed,
It’s hard to forgive, and to move on forgiveness is key, sometimes I enjoy the hate as it masks the pain, of course liquor helps , but only for the night , the next morning I’ve regressed. And it goes round in circles.
get this, in my country which in relation to you homies in the USA is much safer due to a whole lot less population, but we still have horrific acts of violence and gang activity (which is pathetic cause none of these lil niggas even kno why they wear red, blue) , and because we are allot smaller the whole nation hears about these crimes and everybody is affected. so on a lower scale but with the same effect.
now i done some stupid things , stolen , done drugs ,sold drugs, grown drugs, hurt people , been hurt !! been fucked up in fact for stepping to the wrong nigga (black fighting black,it’s a typical example).
but now I am grown, now I got family and I simply don’t fuck with the street like that no more .it’s important to note that because of where I live I am in a situation where I can turn my back on that life, where as I get the feeling that in your country there is millions who don’t have that choice or the strength in their minds due to their living circumstance, upbringing, believes to make a change. And for that I am saddend , for that I wish for change, for that I can only have hope.
To be honest I don’t see anything improving , rich get richer , and the rest scrap and fight for whatever they can get . if a nigga rob quickmart to feed his family does he have a devils soul or is he a saviour for the one thing that matters – family ??
Depends on how he goes about it , does he hold the store up or does he shoot the bitch in the face ??
Not every criminal is a bad person …when you have no choice what would you do !! curl up and pass away .. I don’t think so .
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it’s a sad sad day in the world and for human kind when a grown man can take the life of another man over the colour of there attire (red.blue) How to stop that – i dunno , thats the million doller question .
hope this answer your blog sparky
peace
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but it deals more so about the dreams you had early in life and what obstructs you now, (if thats the case).
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like luda said all that smokin and drinkin gon catch up!
Dumb fucks like Sparkfirenot is the reason the world is so Separated. YOU ARE NOT BLACK. Grab a big ass box of crayola crayons. Your color is in there somewhere. But i guarantee it wont be black.
you had a good point you just told it in a childish way.
yellow mamba aint you from another country? go get your won lingo and quit biting from the states sucka
you do know that roman men shared their sleeping chambers with other men right ?
and if you dont know , know you know .
sucka !!
Thats big, homie! Thats that shit that lets niggas know that you all about intelligent debate and not all of the 5th grade antics. We all say shit that we have to fall back on and recognize. props to u for being a tru cat.
I’m speakin the truth, and u just coming at me like a bitch on her period not really understandin where i coming from. Second there is a reason why i used blackstress as my title and i don’t have to explain to ur ignorant BITCH ASS!
you on point^^^ and so is the blog spark
SPARKFIRE was speaking as a minority, for minorities.I’m pretty sure he wasn’t referring to “Black” people exclusively, but to minorities as a whole in compromising situations. He can only speak from what he knows, and being Black is familiar to him. Sorry if he wasn’t “politically correct”.Don’t get your panties in a twist over it.smh
Now, here we got some “We are the World”, break down the barriers, freedom fighting, extremist motherfucker tryna say " It’s because of people like you that this and that blah blah blah…"
NEWS FLASH
It’s been that way!
We all struggle and we all have people that hate us based on race, religion, orientation, etc, WHATEVER! It may not be as bladent and openly obvious as it once was but… IT is unfortunately STILL true.
Don’t get me wrong, Alot of people have let go and put that stuff behind them, but even more haven’t.
Prime example:
(Not even one of the worst things but you’ll get my point)
I have a great job, dress nice, stay shaven and well groomed, clean cut etc. But for some reason, (white) people feel the sudden urge to lock thier car when I walk pass.I usually just SMH, cuz its so rdiculous..(Note:I only used White people cuz it’s never happened with anyone else.)
But that’s just a smidgen of the laundry list.
But to me, it is what it is,… deal with it.
AND DON’T EVEN GO THERE WITH THE PRESIDENT THING!
Our current president has encountered much more outright disrespect and criticism issued to him than any other president TO DATE has. (Bush was the only person close, but got it in his last year in office) Let alone he has had TRIPLE the amount of death threats on his life as ANY other before him! And those are REAL facts homie, not made up in the least bit. You can research it! So i guess those people sending the threats are just mad about “The Healthcare Plan”, huh?
fuck outta here
Now, Im not saying that there isn’t a way for minorites to come out of all these bad situations, but not everyone wants to see you succeed. Do you really think that when they started making things “equal”(per say) that it was entirely equal? That damage was done for the long term effect. Cuz in order to have things truley “equal” would mean starting over with a clean slate and everyone being literally blind and starting from scratch. But that isn’t possible, now is it?
So in conclusion, He was just speaking from where he can relate from, so get off it already.
and for the sake of immaturity:
Hail these nuts,Nigga.lol